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I need to rant a bit >_>

Journal Entry: Sat Nov 28, 2009, 6:53 AM


So most recently, I've come down with... something. The worst symptom is that I'm a bit sore and I've got HORRIBLE chills. I'm not comfortable unless I've got 2 layers of (heavy) blankets, sweatpants, and a long sleeved shirt. Even then, I'm still a bit cold. See, I don't mind getting sick much, except I've already canceled ONE date and there's a good chance I'll have to cancel another one. It's not for feeling bad though, I just don't want her to get sick!

Also, Jen's pissed at me for some reason. She refuses to explain why, and she hasn't told anyone else. All I got out of her was that "sometimes you need to step back and take care of yourself before you help others." I didn't quite get the rest of what she was typing, but if I understood correctly, she doesn't believe me when I say I'm in a good mood. So... what? It's a crime for me to be happy and to be concerned about someone? I simply asked Jenna what was wrong and Jen told me to stop complaining. Seriously, what the heck? i can has explanation plz?

My family's in a rough spot financially. Mom got fired a while ago so we're living off of dad's social security and she's made the brilliant (not) decision to not get a job for a while cause of her RA. The parentals have pulled my allowance until further notice cause they can't even afford to pay for it. I haven't spent any money on myself, I've only spent money on my dates, and that's running out pretty fast :/

So I'm still arguing with my dad over sleep. Big surprise, eh? Apparently I have more control now that we don't think it's insomnia than when we thought it was >_> He's said over and over again that my sleep is completely my fault and I'm doing it just cause I like pissing them off. Seriously, if I was rebelling, wouldn't the sleeping pills actually work instead of just fucking me up?

It seems like everyone's ignoring me nowadays. I either piss people off or they find reasons to avoid me. If they don't want to be around me, come out and say it. I know I haven't talked to Obi in.. what? Two? Three weeks? More? idk.. It just seems like everyone I come into contact with is annoyed or pissed by me and I have no idea what I'm doing wrong, at all.

  • Mood: Rejected
  • Listening to: These Colours Don't Run - Iron Maiden
  • Reading: Absolutely Nothing
  • Watching: Everybody Hates Chris
  • Playing: Left 4 Dead 2 (PC)
  • Eating: LUNCH MEAT :U
  • Drinking: Milk (...and it's back again lol)

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Name: Evan Lide
Age: 15
Music: I can play guitar and I sing. I've been playing guitar since July 4th 2008, and I've been singing since 2007. My favorite genres are Metal and Rock. As a guitarist, my main inspiration is Randy Rhodes. He was a wonderful guitarist that I have nothing but the utmost respect for. RIP Randy Rhodes. As far as singing, I'm not really sure. I've never really had any singers that I would consider an inspiration. I guess that if there was one, it'd be Bruce Dickenson of Iron Maiden. He's got a hell of a range and he's one of the best singers in all of metal.

A little about my art: I like to do traditional drawn art, but I have been gravitating towards digital art because of how difficult it is for me and my hardware limitations to upload traditional art. I don't use any particular equipment for my traditional art. Just a standard number 2 pencil and some computer paper. For my digital art though, I use Photoshop CS2, and a Wacom Bamboo Fun Medium. I love my tablet a lot. In other words, 'Itz blue!'

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: In my vampire castle
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: Male Adult Large Shirt
  • Interests: Videogames, Writing, Drawing, Guitar
  • Favourite movie: Gran Torino
  • Favourite band or musician: Iron. Fucking. Maiden.
  • Favourite genre of music: Metal
  • Favourite artist: Delthero
  • Favourite poet or writer: KrazyKat91
  • Favourite photographer: Myself ;D
  • Favourite style of art: Drawn
  • Operating System: Win 7
  • MP3 player of choice: iPhone
  • Wallpaper of choice: Facepalm Mosaic
  • Skin of choice: Zitless. Meaning, not mine.
  • Favourite game: Team Fortress 2
  • Favourite gaming platform: Xbox 360
  • Favourite cartoon character: The Sniper
  • Personal Quote: Be polite. Be efficient. Have a plan to kill everyone you meet. -The Sniper
  • Tools of the Trade: Chisel, Pencil, Computer

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:icontorrell:
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:icontorrell:
Thanks for the :+fav:s. :3

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I hear the { sound } of a >> heart <<
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Waiting for the ᄽ poison ᄿ to hit its ✕ mark ✕
L I S T E N
:iconandrespade245:
No problem ;D

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:icondarius-dragon:
hey thanks for stopping by :3

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:iconlunascythedragon:
Thanks for the watch ;)

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:iconandrespade245:
No prob ^^ I like your art a lot.

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Thanks for the fav, mak! ^^

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Thanks for the fav :) and the watch

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:iconandrespade245:
No problem! You deserve it ^^

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:iconktcoope:
Cheers for the watch!

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